More than a Feelin

Hi All Y’All,
I hope you are all doing good.
Imma writin this later than I thought I would cos I’ve been practicing my writin more, and also cos lots of stuff n things have bin happening.
I haves to say that writin this English thing is hard. I meen, there is words that juss don’t make sense. I meen why is ‘what’ not spelled as it sounds – ‘wot’. Where is the ‘H’ in it … and the ‘A’. no says ‘W…Hat’ does they?
An then there’s the … well, ‘there’, ‘their’, and ‘they’re’. juss no, no, and NO!
An waddabout ‘q’ … or que … or queue … or cue. COME ON!!!
Anyways, imma tryin, so there we go.
So that’s the writin part, nows to the stuff n things.
The first stuff n things is that I am now FREE of the heart worm. Thank you Dr. Daniels! This meens I can go for longer walks, which is what Fr, Dad immediatly started to do – wich is fine for me.
The second stuff n things wos that I appeared on the TV – twice! It wos cool to be a part of sumthin as important as the People and Pets thing cos that ment I wos helping other animals. The people involved wanted me to ‘do my thing’ but I thought it better to look good n behave. I remember my predeesessor Winston saying somethin about being an ambassadog for Dobermans n for animals in general. I can get behind that, so I was glad to do so.

The third stuff n things was to see Fr. Dad work. He braught me down to the parish hall, and I sat next to him as he did a talk. No idea what it was about but, BOY does that guy have sum verbal gas! On n on n on n … well, you get it, huh?
What, perhaps, marveled me more was you people listening to him. No one howled or chewed his ankle – y’all behaved way better than I thought anyone could ever behave. In fact, I was so stunned y’all made ME behave better!
Seriously, tho – if you like me to nip him on the butt to make him shut up, juss let me know.
The final stuff n things is that I am now a blogger – wich meens I blog – wich meens what I rite goes in the interwebs.
Imma not sure if I likes this nor not cos I’ve herd lots of bad stuff about how people treet other people on the interwebs, n imma dog soes it could be that peoples treets me not good. Aktualy, I dunno iv that bothers me or not, cos it ain’t like peoples treated me any good before I got to live with Fr. Dad n Vern. And then thre’s all you lot Ive met at the church place. Y’all kinda weird with the (G)god stuff, but other then that yooze all be cool.
If y’all wunderin ware Fr. Dad is, cos he usually stick his ‘ed’ in (see wot I did there?) well, he’s talkin’ to someone about a sky lark or sky light or somethin.
Hey … I juss thunk … while heeze not here I can ask yooze all wot u think about (G)god. immeen, why does you believe in something ‘out there’ – something beyond space, time n all that stuff?
And, moor, why does you all think that (G)god is some BIG person – a person that will mess in your lives in a good way … even those this BIG person (G)god seems to spend a LOT of time NOT messin with most peoples in a good way. I watches the news, n I sees wots going on.
Even moor – why isn’t this (G)god stopping y’all from trashin the world. Immeen if it is (G)god’s world why isn’t the world bein protected like I protect my bones n toys?
Sometimes Fr. Dad’ll say something that kinda makes sense, but then I see the reality of stuff n …
But then there’s something – something I can’t quite put my paw on … iit’s a feelin, but more than a feelin’. Its bigger than me, but tiny, too. Its something I can almost get a hold of but it is out of my reach – like Fr. Dad wen he’s tormenting me with a tug rope.
I dunno … I always fall back to thinkin that if (G)g is reel thani wouldn’t have a past of neglect n hurt like I does have, n like too many other animals have. N like too many of you peoples have.
I guess wot imma akin youse all is this: I cant be on my own in thinkin like this – do you also have such thinkin thoughts n if so, where does you go with them?
Anyways, imma hopin it all goes well with y’all.
Later people.
H.